Lil Wee Me

Ciro is back! Or I back! I don't know!

Every day, I see Ciro at park with Uncle Jude. He babysit us and let us sit on him. He's a good bum protector, I never get sandy bum. It nice because Ciro make other kids be nicer, he protect me. Today, he buy me a puppy plushie with a flower in collar. It was very nice, Uncle Jude say Ciro romantic. I need get him romantic present so I be good husband. Dad, you help me make cookies maybe? Daddy, cookies romantic enough?

I like being married, it nice.

I JUST GOT TO GO TO THE STORE AND GET A NEW STUFFED FRIEND!!! DADDY COME HOME AND MEET HIM!!! HIS NAME IS FERDINAND!!!!

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He looks like that but he has a shirt and tie and nice pants on and shoes like Daddy but I got jeans and a Leafs shirt so he can be like Dad, and Dad said I can get more clothes another day!!! He says we can look on the computer to buy them too!!!!

Daddy always says it's cute when I'm being shy, so now I have an icon like that so he can always see it and think I'm cute.

I was thinking about being shy because today Dad took me and Bryce to a new park and a girl there liked me, and she kept trying to kiss me so I had to hide with Bryce, and then Dad. I didn't want her to kiss me, she was way bigger than me and she had a dirty face from ice cream and sand and she was real loud. Her mommy acted mad at Dad, but he said I didn't have to kiss anyone I didn't want to. Dad always sticks up for me and acts brave, even when people yell at him. He's my hero today. I think he's Bryce's hero too because he got him a parfait after the park and it was a big one and Dad got him extra fruit on it. No one but Dad and Bryce kissed me there, it was nice.

I think now that I'm home I want a few more kisses but no one is home to kiss me.

i wanna say happy valentines to everyone and i was gonna ask my husband ciro to be my valentine, but instead i'm gonna ask bryce. bryce, will you be my valentine?

now aunt sally is gonna take me shopping so i can get bryce and daddies something special. i hope everyone liked the fudge dad and i made because it was a lot of work and dad says he's never making fudge again but he said that about waffles once so i don't think he's for real.

i love you everyone!

I love my Daddy.

I love my Daddy because he's strong and nice and fun to hug and he protects me from everything. Except for Dad, I think he loves me more than anyone because he doesn't like letting me go even when I sleep. He calls me his Precious and he plays with me and reads to me and does everything I want, and sometimes stuff I don't want that he says is good for me.

My Daddy is my hero and I love him.

DAD SAID I COULD GET A PONY!!

I'm gonna ride him EVERY DAY!!! And name him Poppers!!! And brush him and pet him!!!

PONY!! PONY!! PONY!! PONY!!

I wish my Daddy was here right now. I love my Dad, and I want him here too, but if Daddy was here, then we could all cuddle up on him. And he could read us a story and play with Dad's hair and give me kisses. Then he'd call me nice names and rub my back, and we could have a bath together, then we'd all crawl in bed and read some more until I fell asleep between them. And they'd stay there and just hold me and hug and say nice stuff to each other.

I'm lucky because we have special nights like that every night, but I wish all day every day could be that special. I know some people say that it can't be special all the time or it wouldn't be special any more, but it would be for me. I'll never ever think that my life with my daddies is anything less.

Dad and I had a talk today, and he told me that he and Daddy chose me. That makes me really proud and happy, so I asked him to make me an icon. He's gonna make me a shirt, too!!

i got a new journal with my new real name on it! thank you, dad!

i was thinking of maybe waiting until i was m'ren like my daddies, so it was like i started a new journal with my new life, but i don't wanna be a harper at all anymore. i'm a mercer forever.

i'm really excited that i'm gaining weight and doing good, because i want my new life to start real soon. i wanna stay with my daddies, where i belong, not with the donnellys. i never wanna be with them again.

i'm always gonna be a mercer, and i'm always gonna be with my daddies, and that makes me happy.